the time was not right,
but i stood against the fight,
not alone, but holding on tight,
on to the flag, the little glowing light.
Of stars and colours
Of stripes and might.
and to believe that i actually missed you!
wow, i wonder if the feeling was a TAD bit mutual.
i guess i've once against invested in the wrong person.
i don't see it as a mistake,
its just something i shouldn't have done.
mistakes are meant to be made, and meant to be learnt from.
but a mistake arising from the person's personality...
how would you know it was a mistake?
until you've been fooled?
i guess im the biggest fool,
court jesters get laughed at by men.
i get laughed at by LIFE.
having made the same mistake TWICE
playing the bull-fight, just like the fickle Carmen.
the result just the same.
he thought of the best, and got fooled,
just like the rest.
i don't know whether i've gotten the same end.
i seriously don't want to believe what i've heard.
i don't want to lose a friend.
can i hear it from you?
please?
oh, but...... Then again...
perhaps, you would even care how i feel.
all you'd do, is.......
i don't even know what you'd do.