hey guys, it was been one hell of a ride for me.

maybe i'm in depression mode or smoething.

haha.

anyways, convictions.

they are always there arent they?

somehow, convictions seem more painful than embarrassing at times.

but in any case, i guess my convictions haunt me alot.

maybe thats what they want.... hmm..

so anyways, last night was terrible.

i havent been eating well these weeks and i havent been passing motion well.

so yeah, eating disorder i guess.

whenever i start eating, i feel like puking, really, its damn gross. but i force myself to eat, otherwise later i faint all. cannot la... and like havent been gaining weight since last year.. and i need to get bigger, otherwise i'd get roughed up on the field!

the other thing is... i pass motion every 2-3 days, i know its damn gross and i should be posting something so gross on my blog.. HAHAHAHAHA. but when i shi-- i mean pass motion, its DAMN SHOIK. like all the things stuck up there is let out... woooooooooooh.....

HAHAH! the wierd thing is.. that my poop is either GREEN or WATERY.... er.. yeah.

back to the point.

cos last night, i could not pass motion, and i was having the worst stomachache of the century...

the whole night i could not shit... and like i couldnt sleep, cos the stomachache pain was there, and like, other stuffs la.

but finally, i got an hour of sleep. then i was awakened by my dad, at 7.

i told him about the contispation and i didnt go to school this morning!

then i was able to sleep well, until like 10?

so after that, i went to the doctor, and he prescribed me medication, and told me to look after myself, like, physically, and...... MENTALLY ---> (i was about to tell him to piss off)

cos like, i told him about the stress la, he was like..

" do you have suidical thoughts? "

WTF???!!!!

i reached home and i forced down some porrige. After which, i went to watch the Champion's League High-lights on ESPN.

around.... 3-4? like that.. i began to pass motion.... FINALLY!!!!!!!!!

DAMN SHOIK!!!!!!!! the medication worked!~~~

haha, but it was all watery and gross.

anyways, i left home for a 50 min jog + workout.

i think i can get gold for nafa this year! WOOHOO~~ although i seem fit, silver is my best so far.

so anyways, i reached home.. and washed up. and prepared to meet JEANette.

and i think she is blind...

we were suppoussed to meet at dhoby ghuat at 6?

but i ended up meeting her esle where

cos like, at serangoon MRT, i was waiting la, then i saw her. she was walking toward the end carriages of the train.

so in order to get her attention, i COUGHED REALLY LOUD, she turned and looked at me, and then she turned away... like...????

but i when up to say hi all. then all was fine, she got me a book! HAHA

so we talked, and we reached dhoby, where she was meeting her friend. once her friend arrived, i left, and on the way home, i went for dinner....

this time i didnt have to force myself... PERHAPS cos i SHITTED in the afternoon.

then i went for a haircut.. although i have very little hair, my side were kinda getting too long, and i hated it, so i when for a cut.

and i got the barber guy to shave of the "whatever i had of a moustashe" off.

i feel to clean and neat now!

apart from the big ass pimple on my face... CRAP.

so, after my CUT, i went to the nearby wet-market to get.... BANANAS!

cos banana's are suppoused to be magical fruits that help people to poop.

haha, so i got home and rest, and now im writing this.




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