After some reading, i really thought of something.
what does love actually mean?
I got my answer few weeks back, at my church's event, love actually
love it seems is in a way, UNDEFINABLE
however, i was looking for a different answer from one that comes from the gospel.
you see, although the gospel gives us the answer to all, it always leads to god.
but what if the person i'm trying to express my love to doesnt know god? does it help?
Probrably not.
somehow i feel, love is unlike any emotion we have, be it hate or anger.
you can hate easily, you can be angry easily.......
BUT! can you love easily?
if i poped that question to any of you, can you EASILY answer me?
love comes from inside of you, not just that gutting feeling you feel whenever you see the one you like. its more than that.
can you EASILY give up anything or EVERYTHING for the one you love?
can you EASILY break the Traditions, Taboos, Rules for the one you love?
i dont think so.
However there is one thing that I'm SURE i can do for the one i love.
CAN YOU GIVE EVERYTHING THAT HE/SHE WANTS?
THAT'S one thing i can EASILY do for the one i love.
I heard a phrase of some sort, from a wise man.
"because love is Spelt G-I-V-E. I am willing to Give you this, because i LOVE you."
therefore, i finally feel, after writing so much, that love is give.
that giving OUT OF FREE WILL, means love.
can you give out of free will to the one you dislike?
or is it EASIER to GIVE OUT OF FREE WILL to the one you love?
and if you must know, i never prepared anything, i'm just writing off-hand.
i believe that this is God, using me in a way, to speak to someone.
why else would i be on the computer at 3 in the morning?
TURANDOT.