slowly, as the night passes, the boy finds a shocking revealation.

this new finding makes him really worried, confused and most importantly. it makes him reflect on himself.

he knew what he was doing, his friends told him not to push his luck,

however, he chose to do whatever he pleased. and now this has happened.

he knew he has to becareful, for this has happened before, but the FUCKING BASTARD had to do it again.

and now, he wishes that nothing will change, but it seems, the other party feels everything will change.

prevention is suppoused to be better than cure, why?

COS THE CURE IS DAMN BLOODY LONG AND PAINFUL

time heals everything issit? i choose to believe so.

but during the course of this time.

what does the "patient" feel?

u wanna know?

he thinks about what he has done, and how it went wrong.

and he hates himself. for doing something that a jerk will do.

a FUCKING JERK.

thanks alot man. you know this is not the first time. and u do it again.

u think yr body likes it ah? u wanna spend sleepless nights again right?

u wanna not be in any mood at all right?




fuck it.



really, it seems this is kinda true.




If Life's A Dick, Fuck It


and now that life is being a total dick to me.

fuck it.



seriously fuck it.






i know im not suppoused to swear. but i just want to right now.


im sorry.



















and if u read this, its really not u. its just me. i'll explain it to u i promise