Jeff Hardy
has anyone seen my brother, Matt Hardy?? 31 Oct 07 02:25
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HOT
i'm sizzling hot. are you hot enough for me? 31 Oct 07 02:24
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veronica
: D 29 Oct 07 20:17
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veronica
YOU HAVENT DONE IT! 29 Oct 07 20:17
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can u imagine what some people do to get some attention.?

retarded people, and u think im hot? thank you!

Ever wondered why there are so many disputes in this world? I have. and perhaps. i maybe have found the long awaited answer, this may not be a solution to worldwide violence, but it may tell us a reason why there is worldwide violence and perhaps. give us a thinking point, granted my viewpoint may not be the clearest, but who is to say that its blurry?

Many people put up fake fronts, agreed. I, myself included. i do try not to do so. however many failed attempts have led me to believe that fake fronts are part of lives, in order to get the best out of relationships. doesnt matter how saintly u are. if the person hates saintly people, there is no way your getting close to being friends.

if another sees outgoing-ness as attention-seeking, the "see-er" may avoid the "attention-seeker" for various reasons, eg. talking too much.

personally, i have encountered instances where people feel its alright to have different faces or fake fronts.

an excuse would be, " playing different roles"

- a role as a daughter at home. quarrel with family members and never giving in.
- a role as a daughter while friends are around, acting all loving to family and doing the dishes.
- a role as a friend. treating friends as company and pieces of junk that u can throw and retrieve and one's own timing.
- a role as a friend when things are bad. being around the victim or wanting friends around when things go oh so haywire.





different roles to play? or simply a hypocrite?

granted, im not so innocent or holy myself, but i try my best to change. however, as the saying goes, the the first impression is the most important.

once these fake fronts are taken off, and thus, revealing the true person, all HELL breaks loose.

some people are nice all the time. easy-going.

some people pretend to be nice, and are usually not willing to help.

some people are nice. but gossip.

some people pretend to be nice, just because they stand to gain something

some people are nice to certain people, choosing to isolate themselves from people they deem unfit to be friends with.

some people are nice, but with certain disparities. changing moods often and taking it out on others.

some people are nice, but their tongue cannot be tamed (i feel that im like that, perhaps not nice, but my tongue has a mind of its own)

while some are not nice, but when u need their help, u can count on them.

some are not nice, and they ever change their personality

some are not nice, however, the are quick to point out who does work

some are not nice, but always fair.

some are not nice, but not hypocrites.



this goes to show that many people are different, their personality affects their thinking.

some leaders may be nice, but assholes in the back.

while some leaders may seems like assholes, but they do what is needed to keep the country going.

while some are soft, willing to accept others for who they are and respecting them.

while other leaders take advantage of such soft leaders and seize power.






readers, u may agree with what i say, u may not. but generally, i think everone thinks what i say is true, the world has hypocrites who put up fake fronts. making them almost im possible to judge what they really are.

only GOD can.


take a real example.


teacher A sees boy X crying, and leaves him alone, and teacher A is a suppoused very "caring" , "loving" , "giving" teacher.

boy X is a foreigner, who has spent almost five years in singapore, and with his friends comforting him.

finally, the teacher is free.

boy X friends leave him to talk to Teacher A

his friends, or at least one of them believes that the teacher will do a good job comforting him. and leaves them alone. this is because the teacher has shown that he/she is caring, loving, giving.

somehow, boy X starts to cry a little bit stronger, although his friends have already calmed him down, with tears falling off his eyes like Victoria Falls.

Friend A goes over and put his hand over Boy X, feeling that Boy X might need some form of physical support. Boy X seems to calm down.

soon after Teacher A tells Friend A to take his hand off, saying that Friend A is not helping.

perhaps because teacher A is the form teacher of the class Boy X is in, and Knows that friend A is not in her class and is being extra by holding him.

however, he/she doesnt know that Friend A was probrably the first Friend Boy X had when he came to Singapore, and they have really close ties.

Friend A takes his hand off. and Teacher A continues talking, and it seems like She is making him face reality.

soon, boy X tells he/she that he has certain qualities/disadvantages and that teacher A will not understand.

can u guess what teacher A says?

" YES! I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND, SO I SHOULDNT BE HERE"

she walks to the door and says " U CAN CONTINUE CRYING YOUR HEART OUT FOR THE NEXT TWO WEEKS"

although he/she is trying to make Boy X face reality, BoyX is going through a tough period of time! cut him some slack!

maybe Boy X hasnt worked hard enough for the promotion, but still, given that point of time, he was distraught, to the point where he couldnt feel his legs!

he/she walks off.



" how can a teacher, who is suppoused to be caring, act like that? "


fake front? or jsut trying to make him face reality?

u guys werent there, and u wouldnt know the enormity of the situation, and im really fed up.

but still, if u can understand what im saying. then i think u guys know what i mean by fake fronts.



people can be nice at times, but true colours show once they are stressed out, or irritated.


before tell someone off, or even try to bring him to reality, see it from his point of view,

u'll never truly understand a person untill u stand in his skin and walk arnd in it.




and the only good thing was that stephanie met up with me today, she brought my day back to life. thanks STEPH

as the day turned into night, everyone scoured for a place. it was starting.

the wind cut the leaves at exactly the right spot, causing an eerie sound to form, breaking the silence that everyone was accustomed to.

heads turned toward the sound, and there was confusion, WERE THEY COMING?

personally, from where i sat, i could see it all. the stage, the strings, the winds.

certainly, this was not my first time,

as an avid music lover, the Berlin Philharmonic Orchestra was certainly a treat!

it was one of their outdoor concerts, with Sir Simon Rattle and his infamous left hand, teethless smiles, and jewish afro.

THE OVERTURE!




to be continued.

hey guys, i watched one really saddening show today. really.

its called Brigde to Tarabithia. its was awesome, it made me cry man.

im not gonna talk about it, cos like, its making me sad.

ah, and its like, really sad la

it considers losing someone close to you.















anyways, it made me think. really.

that life really is too short.

no time for squabbles. only time to enjoy each other.

be it friends, family, teachers, even enemies.

if u lose them, theres no getting them back.

cherish them.










enough la.





after that, me and jasper + sangar when to TP for lunch, the noodles was good! but when an extra portion costs $1, all mood has been spoiled.

anyways. i'll try to find the Bridge to Terabithia movie on Youtube, and post it here. watch it, its AWESOMEZ

HELLO!


Hmm, lets see. im not feeeling emo no more, i was just prolly tired.

sians, okay... TODAY!

after school, i waited for Jason, had to borrow his 1812 overture Double Bass score for steph. hehe

and so, i was outside the physics lab, waiting waiting waiting.

then, finally, he was done with the practical.

we then made our way down to the staff room, where i met MR IVAN NG.

Ivan, as he allows us to call him, haha.

anyway, we walked to Lorong Liew Lian.

and yeah. i took 153 to TP.

upon reaching the place, i saw MS CHAN PONG KIAT.

we had a lil' chat, and we parted our ways,

i stood in the middle of the interchange for awhile, feeling lost

then i decided to go to the Supermarket to buy some sweets.

and it was the Grape flavoured mentos kind.

and it was almost 2pm, so i decided to go down to the control station.

it seems that i always see a person whenever im at TP.

i think her name is Pearlyn.and i always see her, tho im meeting steph.? Steph reminded me, i was hoping to see Vanessa GAY tho. heh heh

anyways. we made our way to town. Orchard in fact.

we walked arnd, and ended up on the wrong side of Orchard.

LOL

then walked all the way to LIDO.

OH DID I TELL U!?


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at orchard, a lady saw me. i swear i thought it was one of those FLYER GIVERS

she came to me and said,


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"Hi, im from a modelling agency."







at that point of time, i felt REALLY Suprised. steph was giggling all the way.

i was like " WHAT? U GOTTA BE JOKING"


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this is my name card
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this is what it said.



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IMI PTE LTD

Margaret - Assistant Project Coordinator

then its address.
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LOL

" hi, your really handsome, would u mind giving me your contacts?"

in my mind, i was like? WHAT THE FUCK?!

this is one crazed woman.

i saw that she was armed with a note book, filled already with a number of names, numbers and ages.

i saw many Malay names, which supported my idea that malays are HOT.

through out, i was like, " U GOTTA BE KIDDIN!"

then she said," NONO!. u have really good complexion and nice hair."

and that prolly hit the spot.

afterall, Flattery is what counts

i proceed to give her my contacts and walked off.


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then i met valerie, who supposedly needed me in a film

we filmed the show WITH ALOT OF DIFFICULTY.

people were always walking by, and the lead actress was always LAUGHING!

haha, i put up a bad show myself, but they said it was okay.

" at least i think they said so "

anyways. after that, i went to TP and met up with Steph's friends,

YES. SHE WAS WITH ME ALL THE TIME.

and it was REALLY BORING!

people kept staring la.

after that, i went home.
heheh. fun day huh?

i feel emo. and why?


crap la, dont feel like sleeping at all, but im tired.


oh yeah, cutting the underside of my hands are not happening.


maybe im just tired, ahhh


or maybe i just need someone. not an irritant to be arnd me.


someone who can understand feelings well, definitely not guys.

ah, crap la















to put god first is of upmost importance, but what if one forgets how to do so?

woohoo, i was drunk last night, and i did retarded things



i called like, alot of people to tell them i was drunK!


haha, ask me about it!